Alive or Dead — Светлана

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....... Sort of alive....... Or maybe dead?......
I can't understand, I confused my life
Do you think I have prejudice?... Misfortune?
How can I live if I'm torn apart?
Raking the quagmire back in the shower
So that there is not a lot of dirt and mud in it
Clean air... I have to start again
I hope the garbage will not come back to me again.
To all I am alive... it would seem..... the truth
For everyone I am alive... oh what a shame
For everyone I am alive... no support and strength needed
For myself, I died... and I don't feel sorry for it.
I have a lot of pain and evil behind me
There behind is a solid one void
You won't fly high... there are no wings... it's a shame
I'll have to walk quietly on the clay.
The hustle and bustle loop where people wander
In the second circle, fate is selected
Unwanted by time and life is full
After all, for fate, life must begin.
Look into the distance...... there are friends
And essentially....... clouds and fog......
It seems to be..... but it seems not......
Disappeared somewhere....... disappeared completely.
Invisible facts that happen to people
Everyone is on his own, time will overtake them
And if you throw a stone into the soul
And so you fell... again into a deep hole... again.
Inside the hole... From what?... I know
Chunks went rags.... in the shower
A little in the middle... and a little along the edge
And the wound from resentment and pain hurts me.
The heart fills with scarlet blood
Veins in vessels burn again
Eternal lump, again stuck in the throat
People don't hear... what to tell them?
Somewhere the patch was lying in my pocket
Needle and thread in the box
Maybe still try to patch up what is left of life
And move on... learn to live in a new way.
There is no faith....... and plans...... but still
You will have to look carefully into the future
We die... quietly.... slowly... ourselves
We kill with words...... And everyone doesn't care about each other......
Hands down........ And time is running out
The light is bright in the vicinity....... blind people don't want to be
Only silence...... loneliness..... will.....
It can cure us and save our lives.
You need to move there..... where there is a trace
Where questions....... have a wise answer
Not everyone has advice about life
But only for those who passed this captivity.
Not for everyone I am alive, but for many I died
Let my life not disturb people
I will simply stay....... let in your thoughts
And I will die....... not now..... but later for everyone..............